Boundaries

These days i imagine as there are alot of boundaries i should overcome to reach u & every time i think i'd succeeded, another set are built again

Feel exhausted, afraid, alone & also frustrated

My eye look began to calm down

Carelessness gonna develop its camp here

Excitement charge is about to run out

Daily contact isn't my favourite mode, but it was a special requirement in zt case

I will never do it again monosidal

I started to fight myself again, nothing would bring peace forever. 

Iam afraid... don't wanna lose feelings coz of painful side effects

I believe in my power

Its my special sensor to detect threats & my light source to  go forward

But i hate pain & all its surroundings