plain mode

last days there were a storm that catched my new comfort zone in work, every thing were inverted upside down, agitation of all what i used to do, surrounded by uncertainty, very aggressive  change by moving shawadfy away, leaving me in front of all newly coming events without clear roadmap.

meera.. lifted me up with great support

But ur hints today were so clear, i can realize all of them from day one meera, u r not on the same wave & u don't wanna come here,

It wasn't to easy to deal wz them, but i insisted to get out. 

I 'd worked on my self alot to reach plain mode

i think i'd reached inner peace, it wasn't so smoothly

But any way, my effort had succeded

is it real that our feelings are under our control so we can work on them to drive to certain direction?

iam not sure.. but what iam sure about is that allah won't waste us after we asked him to save us from that thing we can't deal with due to our humanity weakness.

today,

i can feel plain mode towards alot of issues i was really weak to face them before. 

plain mode is characterized by inner peace, comfort breath and less overthinking

its all about being stable, strong enough to memorize alot of things without sheding tears. 

alhamdollah who switched my weakness into strength and made me more satisfied with my inner peace.